Live ur life to the fullest as you might not know what will happen the next day

saw the news report this morning, taiwan actress Xu Wei Lun who is just 28yrs died after struggling for 49hours from the car accident. she was not the driver but just a passenger. the driver who is her assistant escape with just light injury.

Life is so unpredictable.

also got to know that my colleague's dad who is also battling with cancer had passed away on sat afternoon...

life have to go on when such things happen.

life for me has been quite ok.. but worries about mum when we go to work or sch... scared she will anyhow think... she say after the 49days of dad death, she might go and look for work, jsut to pass time... dun wan her to anyhow think ....

also have to thank all my friends, collegues and relatives for their concern and help. With the money collected, we only need to fork out a bit of money for the funeral expenses.

haiz...

Live your life to the fullest.

my dad is gone..

my dad is gone. Daddy i love you. I will take care o fmum and brother, dun worry about us. Go in peace.

Haiz...

haiz.... my mind is confused.. i can't focus... my dad is hospitalised for about a week now and will be discharged on monday... CT scan has been done..the doctor say the tumor is pressing on the tube (which i believe is the food tube) and also the kidney, so 1 of the kidney is not very good..

and the stupid main doctor , DR JASON Choo... say no cure liao, faster discharge, can go to those hospice to recuperate... how can a doctor say such things!!???? i want to complaint!!

yesterday my dad was having runny nose and breathing difficulty, so told the nurse, which called the doctor, the doctor came but went to see another bed's patient and she disappear!! we were so angry, the nurse helped us to call the doctor again but to almost an hour the stupid doctor on duty was not here!! we were so angry!!, but since my dad has took the medicine and was sleeping, so i told my mum to forget it, then i tell the nurse, need not call the doctor, since my dad is sleeping, just help to look after my dad will do... (when we approach the nurse, she was like 'OMG! y are u here again!! look.. haha) we understand that she has no choice .. so we didn't blame here...

i dun know wat to do ssia.. my colleague's dad also admitted to hospital.. cancer has worsened... pray hard that all can pull through...

OMG!

TOday is a rainy day... i thought i brought umbrella.. but when i was abt to reach the bus stop, i look into my bag for umbrella.. OMG!! i did not bring umbrella!! immediately, i msg my sapphire mei mei... telling her "OMG! i did not bring umbrella!!!".. i was hoping she has not reach office.. after i alight, i saw her msg: "you at bus stop.. u wait.. i about to reach" i was thinking, thank GOD!! im saved!! haha.. then i waited at the bus stop for her to fetch me.. hehe... then she handed me her small umbrella.. as she is using the big 1.. then we walk to our office... when we clocked in, we were 9mins late!! hahaha... nvm.. it the stupid weather's fault...

then we bought our breakfast, and headed to our office... finally we were in office.. haha.. feel so warm...

thats all for the morning part...

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i have not selected a venue for the solemnisation!! money is part of the problem and the number of pple is also a problem!! our relatives amounting to about 50 pax (bao shou gu ji only)....

then have to invite some close friends also.. OMG!! we are trying to minimise the pple to abt
70-80 pax... (hw cm we hv so many relatives!!!)... last night i was thinking, how about just our parents and his grandma... making me can't sleep.. haiz.. and darling was busy OTing... that i hv no 1 to discuss with... Arghh.... now i have lock in to abt 2 venue...have to book fast, cuz it's a hot date!! somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm....

Hmmm.. yesterday was the 1st day of work for yr 2007! a bit blur .. haha. after 4 days of break...

Watched Death Note 2 at JE Entertainement on the 2nd.. a great movie.. but the cinema *phui*... dun knw wat to write hahaha.....

oh.. also met up with my pri sch fren yeaterday to pass her the belated bdae present, also took neoprint with her, very fun!!!

dun knw wat to write liao.. looking forward to meeting up with elicia, liling & liz.... for a shopping trip!!!

goign to play mahjong on comp lor! ciaoz