Sadness

I'm very grateful to this friend of mine who lend a helping hand when I need one. But u said u will not push me to return u the money but nw wAt u r doing is the opposite of wAt u say. I knw I'm wrong for delaying n not keeping the promise that I have made. U said u understand my concern but if I can do as I said of cos I will. Y will anyone wans to hv someone who keep chasing behind him/her. I still hv tons of bills that need me to settle, all is
Money. If I hv the money my problems will b solved. U think I like to incur debts?? U think I wan to do different from wAt I say?? I also feel bad, I hva stress. I'm nt a Gd saver n for all this yrs I worked I hv nt saved a single cents. But u hv to knw I'm v grateful for Ur help.